The day is finally here, and I am no where near ready. I slept a whole 4 hours last night. Where did the 4 years go. I remember it like yesterday, going in to get monitored again and being told “well lets just have a baby today.” After only 3 hours and a few pushes I brought an amazing, tiny 5 lb 13 oz baby boy into this world. I was scared and excited all at once to have my first son. He was so tiny and sweet. He had the perfect little nose, and I could not get enough of him. I had no idea how much he would change me. He is wild, so sweet, crazy, but very cautious. He is my know-it-all and I love how particular he is with everything. He is the best big brother I could ever ask for Hurleigh. He never for one second made me think otherwise. He is always making sure Hurleigh is okay and if he is not he has to make it right. We spent the fist year of his life, learning this whole crazy thing together alone. He is my little best friend, my cuddle buddy, and my Superman. He can make anyone happy with his sweet little words of encouragement. He is definitely 4 going on 16. He is wise beyond his years. He is so smart. I could gush about him all day. The love you have for your first child is so indescribable.
I look back at all these memories and I am so proud of the little man you have become. You are definitely one of a kind.
Today we are spending the day with some amazing people. It is the first year he for sure knows, today is about me, it is MY birthday. He made sure to tell everyone that yesterday. He’s turning 4, maybe 5 lol. He wants everything and anything he sees for his birthday. I am so excited to see what the years to come bring fory him. I know he is destined for great things. I love you so much Bentleigh.